Dang can believe im quoting the JONAS Brothers but i swear it seems like i just caught that LOVEBUG again hahaha lmao
Honestly been on facebook since i’ve been at work and just randomly strolling on FB and see all the great times i had with some awesome girls in my past.
I also realized how i screwed up 90% of them
I want someone where are love for one another is truly equal
I walk into work and see another failed attempts at love. I see the most sensational beauties but to them i’m probably just another bump on the log
I try …i really do; but i blame my super fucked ass past for the reason for my lack of love and happiness now.
I refuse to settle and i’m easily turned off from the idea of dating someone if they do things that i hate…
I just want to love and be loved in returned
Every time i think i find one it just slips away maybe its me
Maybe one day ill find her…
Until then ill just deal with this LOVE BUG AGAIN!
Days where the moon is Full makes me think about everything going on in my life. Sometime its good sometimes its bad; but its always something that helps set my mind right and at ease this is what i thought of today…
I realized i can take an Abstract idea and recreate and make it my own
I can take someone elses work and make there idea better
I can be highly effective leader
I am Innovative
If i apply myself to the fullest theres nothing in this world i can not do
I am often times lonely
I am never jealous… but often envious
I can sometimes be hypocrytical
I know how to build something from nothing
I am a eloquent speaker and presenter
I hate Liars
I am 20 with no drivers license
I really want to be in a relationship but only if i feel i can fully commit to that one person and vice versa
Every-time i get to step two with a girl i get shot down and things fall off
I really want to give someone all of me like someone i can confide in whos not only my lover but my bestfriend
Experience and life has made me intellicualty way older than 20
I’m mentally ready to be a father but not spiritually, physically, professionally, academically nor finically ready for that responsibility
I want someone who understand and respects me for me
seeing people in happy relationships makes me happy and makes me sad
thinking about the many girl i have talked to and all the failed relationship attempts but successful sexual relationship attempt use to make me proud but now its depressing
I wonder what people think of me sometimes and i wonder if theres anyone thats feels the way i feel.
Thinking about others helps me organzie my life as well.
I want so much and expect nothing less
So until then i will feel the way i feel… stress the way i stress… hurt the way i hurt and live the way i live until i get what i want
Just things you think about when the moon is full and the skys are windy….
Iota Phi Theta Fraternity, Incorporated
I recently crossed as sweet for this fraternity, and I was so passsionate about this organization before, during and after my process. But you know how at some point you fall off or you meet someone that just brings down everything you felt. That was me over break. I came across this video and re-realized why I love IPHIT so much. Its the history. Its knowing that the Eternal Sweetheart Miss Audrey Brooks and our Honorable Founders, created this organization despite the hardships against African Americans as a whole, and even more in the higher education system. Thank most Honorable Founders for giving us Neo’s something to believe in, and always hold close to our hearts. I love this organization and my brothers, and I will always be there as a sweetheart supporting them to best of my abilities. OW-SWEET!