UnspokenWisdom1

LOVE BUG AGAIN!

Dang can believe im quoting the JONAS Brothers but i swear it seems like i  just caught that LOVEBUG again hahaha lmao

Honestly been on facebook since i’ve been at work and just randomly strolling on FB and see all the great times i had with some awesome girls in my past.

I also realized how i screwed up 90% of them

I want someone where are love for one another is truly equal

I walk into work and see another failed attempts at love. I see the most sensational beauties but to them i’m probably just another bump on the log

I try …i really do; but i blame my super fucked  ass past for the reason for my lack of love and happiness now.

I refuse to settle and i’m easily turned off from the idea of dating someone if they  do things that i hate…

I just want to love and be loved in returned

Every time i think i find one it just  slips away maybe its me

Maybe one day ill find her…

Until then ill just deal with this LOVE BUG AGAIN!

Full Moon and Windy skys thoughts

Days where the moon is Full makes me think about everything going on in my life. Sometime its good sometimes its bad; but its always something that helps set my mind right and at ease this is what i thought of today…

I realized i can take an Abstract idea and recreate and make it my own

I can take someone elses work and make there idea better 

I can be highly effective leader 

I am Innovative 

If i apply myself to the fullest theres nothing in this world i can not do

I am often times lonely

I am never jealous… but often envious

I can sometimes be hypocrytical 

I know how to build something from nothing

I am a eloquent speaker and presenter

I hate Liars

I am 20 with no drivers license  

I really want to be in a relationship but only if i feel i can fully commit to that one person and vice versa 

Every-time i get to step two with a girl i get shot down  and things fall off

I really want to give someone all of me like someone i can confide in whos not only my lover but my bestfriend

Experience and life has made me intellicualty way older than 20

I’m mentally ready to be a father but not spiritually, physically, professionally, academically nor finically ready for that responsibility

I want someone who understand and  respects me for me

seeing people in happy relationships makes me happy and makes me sad

thinking about the many girl i have  talked to and all the  failed relationship attempts but successful sexual  relationship attempt use to make me proud but now its depressing 

I wonder what people  think of me sometimes and i wonder if theres anyone thats feels the way i feel.

Thinking about others helps me organzie my life as well. 

I want so much and expect nothing less

So until then i will feel the way i feel… stress the way i stress… hurt the way i hurt and live the way i live until i get what i want

Just things you think about when the moon is full and the skys are windy….

-Theo